Wahoooo the joys.
Going to try and keep this one short and snappy because I am off out for some much needed retail therapy and lunch treats with a friend.
I ended up having CFS because I had meningitis when I was 17, and my immune system hasn’t fully recovered since. Which is very bloody inconvenient because if I didn’t already suffer enough… holy cow I get everything thats going around.
Within a month I had 3 very unpleasant kidney infections (I blame drinking too much in Ibiza), that means I was on antibiotics for around 4 weeks. That cleared up, but now there might be an underlying cause… ULTRASOUND ON MY KIDNEYS SOON.
So although my infections have cleared up I am still in pain with my kidneys. Is what it is, over it, I’ll plod on as I do. HOWEVER, a few days after I finished the third course of antibiotics for my kidney infection HAHAHAH I GOT TONSILLITIS… more antibiotics.
Obviously, taking tablets for a long period of time isn’t good for your kidneys in the first place, but mine feel like they are pretty much destroyed anyway. But anytime I take antibiotics or painkillers OUCH x10000. I ended up in a&e the other day because after taking tablets I was curled into a ball screaming for my mum, I felt like someone was trying to rip my insides apart and push them out.
Lastly, anytime I get an infection or illnesses I obviously get the symptoms of whatever I’ve managed to flippin pick up. HEHE BUT I ALSO GET CFS SYMPTOMS 10000X WORSE. I feel like my body is just attacking itself and giving up on me daily.
Overall, I just feel like I’ve physically been hit with a tonne of bricks over and over again for the last 4 or so years pretty much. And I’ve come to the conclusion that I did something very bad in my previous life so god hates me. But god, if you’re reading this I am really a nice person, promise. Soz work you’ll have to bare with me I’m just not normal.